Thought this blog is getting a bit too heavy :) ... so I'm posting this incident from my 2-1 ... just look what a long kriya can do to you ... !!!

I had a crush on this girl in college ... and I wanted to 'make' her my girlfriend :) ... she was responding too (atleast i think so) ... all was going well ... until this incident happened and blew everything up ...

Avinash bhaiyya (YES!+ teacher, Delhi) had come to campus to give an introtalk and conduct a long kriya. That day had been a bad one for me ... I was pissed off and frustrated ... things had not all gone my way ...

After the introtalk, there was the long kriya in the evening ... and I enjoyed it thoroughly ... It was, as long kriya always is, intoxicating bliss ... after the kriya I was completely blissed out and highly energized ... "drunk" in divine love ... :) They say when you are drunk all your inhibitions are broken and you go completely crazy ... all 'andar ki baatein' come out ... well .. something similar happened to me ...

That night I was in the mood for doing something crazy ... and I saw the said girl online on gtalk, and started chatting with her ... this is how the chat went ...

me : hi
she : hi ... how are you ?
me : handsome
she : he he ...
me : you know what ... i love you !!
she : what ?
me : yep. serious.
she : is tht u vishesh thr ?
me : yes
she : stop the prank right thr
me : vishesh jain who was in ur chem and probstat tuts ...
she : yea i remember tht ..
me : ok
ill stop it
but its not a prank
she : cn u cut the crap n tell me what r you upto ?
me : nothing ...
and its not crap
:)
she : k
me : :) :) :D
she : i dont know what r you upto bt let me tell u tht i don hav anythin special for anyone on campus ...
me : aaaahhhh ... ok !
me : k ... anythin else to say ..?? .. else plz dnd ... im watching movie ...
she : ok .. well nothing more .... gn
me : gn :) :) !!
she : seriously tum mera mazak uda rahe ho na
me : k ... choose what to believe ... gbye !
she : bye ...

HA HA HA ... after the incident for a few days i was regretful that I had blown everything up (Uss raat maine bina soche samjhe kya keh diya ... !!! ) ... a feeling which completely converted to hilarity and amusement over time !!! :) ... especially when I told about this to my friend Harsha (YES!+ volunteer from BITS Goa who stayed with me during PS-1) ... he said even he will definitely tell "I love you" to a girl on campus ... just for the fun of it !! :)

Its so liberating to do something just for the fun of it, and no logical reason ... :) I feel everyone must do something totally crazy once in a while ... it makes life worth living yaar ....!!! (Harsha agrees with me.)

Very soon word of my 'proposal' spread to other college mates ... they asked me what was i upto ..? why did i do this ..? ...........

How to explain to them the intoxication and the ecstacy of the Sudarshan Kriya !!!

JaiGuruDev,

Vishesh

ps : No I'm NOT going to reveal her name ...